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Monday, 16 December 2013

no love

no hate

hate the season

love the pagans, infidels and idolatrous non-achievers

i love them all

alone, i love them all

forlorn and forsaken, lost all hope

the retreat into solitude awaits

no hate, no love

just the lake

 

Monday, 18 November 2013

I and you

I love, I have no hope. 

I breathe, I have no fear.

I touch, I have no existence.

Monday, 11 November 2013

Hope

I wish you had had doubts. 

I asked you if you were sure, and you said yes.

I had lost hope, and I had abandoned hope.

I had resigned to living in your shadow.

You rekindled the hope.

I do not know what it is that you were sure of. 

I was sure of the moment. 

I had all sorts of doubts about today.

Today is here, and I am with my doubts and a rekindled hope.

They were all wrong about hope. 

When hope dies, expectation ceases.

When expectation ceases, all is well. 

With hope, there is anxiety.

I do not like this.

I love you.

I wish that I did not love at all.